Narita Airport

3:21pm
Landing was weird… It was like landing in to towers of clouds that looks like people in war with each other… AND I PRETTY MUCH SLEPT THE WHOLE RIDE! Hahaha xD

I miss you already… EXTREMELY gay that I only get to see you in the last few hours of me staying. I didn’t think you liked me actually… do you? Hahaha still not sure =/

COUSINS!!! I miss youuuuu already! EVERYDAY outings, plans that don’t work out for the better, L4D, sleeping late, waking up late, party, skating, bowling, pictures… I miss everything already.

I actually partially wished that my flight would crash while we were still over the Philippines, for reasons that I was confident I’d survive the crash and still end up staying here… geez sadistic of me >_>

I better find a plug soon… The laptop is about to die… hahaha

Narita Airport – Vancouver Airport (Flight)

7:53am
I wanna go back! I can’t sleep anymore coz the guy beside me kinda looked like him when he was sitting and its making me miss him! Gay.

I’ve known him since we were kids and I just realized that we were born the same year xD stupid mee hahaha. But yeah, I’ve always had an on/off crush on him. Kakainis bakit nagkita kami a few hours only before I had to leave?

Argh!! Soo annoyed… I won’t even see him till next year. He said he’ll wait for me… He BETTER!
I actually think my parents like him if he were to be someone to me. I think… IT graduate, has a job related to his course, good looking. He’s just a little shorter than me, like Jed. But I can work with that like I did with Jed.

It’d be funny if manligaw sya sakin ng long distance… just like Neil! Hahah I wouldn’t mind. I’d actually expect it pa haha. Sana nga manligaw sya. Para paguwi koh next year sasagutin koh sya =]

I wonder if my cousins noticed na close kmi. Imposible na hindi. We weren’t exactly discreet about it when I slept on his shoulder. I was surprised he held my hand though. I’m just hoping he wasn’t about to kiss me then, too, coz then I’d hit him ksi di pa sya nanligaw and kasi I’d regret going home more if he did. Tch.

Speaking of, Med is prolly mad at me. >_< I told him I’d try lang naman pero I still feel bad for not seeing him before I left. I guess having Ace there made me forget about it. Pero I still felt guilty for some reason… Maybe coz pinaasa koh si Med na I wouldn’t mind breaking rules to be with him. To be honest, I actually wanted to. Pero, kahit itxt nga lang si Ace masaya na ako eh. But when it comes to Samed, I sometimes get annoted that he txts me pa nga.

BAKIT WALA KAMING PICTURE NI ACE!?!? Bobo naman di nagpapicture. Sulit nga sa usapan, di naman sulit sa proof of memories. Hay… I MISS HIM NAAAA.

And talking about missing people, MISS KOH NA MGA INSANS KOH! Sana maget over na ni Vhin ung mga anxiety attacks nya. Baka ako naman ang magka nervous breakdown if I find out na nahihirapan siya and wala akoh dun. Kawawa ang behh koh and wala ako magawa para tulungan sya man lang. I feel soo useless naman nun. Sana talaga andun na lang akoh, at least until I know na di na magkaka anxiety attack ang beh koh.

Yun na lang gawin koh. Gawa na akoh ng draft ng note koh for my insans and everyone I left behind sa Pinas. Hay buhay bakit kasi kelangan may mga bayad-bayad pa eh. Kung libre lahat sa mundo di sana wala ng gulo or lungkot sa buhay. Then after try koh matulog, baka this time di koh sya mamiss pag iniisip koh matutulog akoh sa unan lang. xD

8:32am
Some lady sitting in the middle aisle along my line on the plane scared me. I saw her in the corner of my eye and what I though I saw was a little girl swaying back and forth in the aisle. Turns out she was picking up something from the floor or was fixing her shoe or something. Geez, I hate you Amytiville Horror!! Hmph!!

8:38am
I’m actually sleepy now. My eyes are closing in on me. Pero I still wish sya yung katabi ko. Nkakainis, naalala ko ung pabango nya paghihinga ako while lying down. Naamoy ko padin. I miss you na talaga. Soz..